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Awakening blessing. by LadyDistain Awakening blessing. :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 3 Twist my words  by LadyDistain Twist my words :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 2 0 From the beginning by LadyDistain From the beginning :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 0 Ego's Death by LadyDistain Ego's Death :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 0 Life by LadyDistain Life :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 2 2 Sirens call by LadyDistain Sirens call :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 2 Gathering Storm by LadyDistain Gathering Storm :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 0 Dual Power by LadyDistain Dual Power :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 3 0 Sunflowers by LadyDistain Sunflowers :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 1 0 The night by LadyDistain The night :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 3 0 Mirror projection by LadyDistain Mirror projection :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 2 4 The Demon's Dance by LadyDistain The Demon's Dance :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 2 0
Forever broken forever free
How can you have just left me
Forever searching forever alone
I'll never find my hearts home
Forever aching forever still
Without you I have lost my will
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Nothing left.
I used to be free
I used to have a life.
I used to feel like a person
I used to feel alive.
Now I live in a gilded cage
Now I live alone.
Now I live in pain
Now I live separate.
I don't know why my life has been torn to pieces?
I don't know why nothing from my old life is left?
I don't know what this lesson is I am to learn?
I don't understand why I deserve this?
The road I face gets nothing but harder and darker.
The road I face is more painful then where I am now.
The road I face is set out for me by fools.
The road I face is put before me by ones who have robbed me of my life and freedom.
And they will never be able to give back what they have stolen.
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Depth Of The Ocean by LadyDistain Depth Of The Ocean :iconladydistain:LadyDistain 4 8
My mother's deserved mother's day gift
Happy mother's day!
She has no strength nor love not grace, She held in contempt my very face.
She lied and spewed and ran amuck, She loved to hurt me so deeply so much.
She wore a mask of my humiliation and pain, She hid my hurt my anger and rage.
She smiled at every thing that hurt me most, and played within my inner ghost.
This was my mother whom I do not adore, this is the mother who is the whore.
This is the person who gave me life, this is the narcissist who caused my abuse and strife.
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Eowyn: The Cage
"What do you fear, lady?" He asked.
"A cage," she said. "To stay behind bars, until use and old age accept them, and all chance of doing great deeds is gone beyond recall or desire."

Too often have I heard of duty,
too often been told what a woman should do.
Too often have I heard of duty,
and duty has become my cage.
My duty to cheer as the men ride to war,
my duty to stay behind.
My duty to rule while they are away,
my duty to submit when they return.
My duty to fill empty bellies,
my duty to keep hearth and home,
my duty to marry a nobleman someday,
my duty to give him sons.
My duty to watch them ride away
to shed their blood on a foreign field,
my duty to suffer and wait.
My duty to mourn them when they fall,
my duty to praise their glory in song,
my duty to wile the nights away,
left behind, alone.
My duty never to question
where my life has gone.
Too often have I heard of duty,
and duty has become my cage.
Imprisoned behind the bars
of your expectations,
I do what I must,
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Mermaid by eddiecalz Mermaid :iconeddiecalz:eddiecalz 339 20 Child of the Light by eddiecalz Child of the Light :iconeddiecalz:eddiecalz 265 16 Tree of Life by eddiecalz Tree of Life :iconeddiecalz:eddiecalz 626 31 Cross by Nik-Moskvin Cross :iconnik-moskvin:Nik-Moskvin 201 18 MAXANTIEEL AXERTH Silver,Labradorite, Zirconia by LUNARIEEN MAXANTIEEL AXERTH Silver,Labradorite, Zirconia :iconlunarieen:LUNARIEEN 288 3 Path of Miranda_heading to work by snatti89 Path of Miranda_heading to work :iconsnatti89:snatti89 721 12 Flock by Nambroth Flock :iconnambroth:Nambroth 682 19
Angelic Compulsion
Ye angels tell me of the river
Where the sons and daughters of the forest sing
Their hearts singing to the sun and moon
Ye dastardly dogs wouldn't think twice
About the heat of day and the wrath of the night
Yet these hearts are barely sing to each other
Their prayers devoted a monolithic idea
What a disgrace, ye angels are forced to come
And remind them that isn't the purpose of prayer
Meditation, you remind them, they fail to understand
Only a brilliant few from the forest sing well enough
To comprehend your words and their hearts are
Compulsion, you are the guardians of the ignorant
The bearers of light and leaders of the enlightenment
Only a few of the earth stand and can join yer ranks
The bearings only last so long, the time for a revolution
Has begun to stir till the days start anew once more    
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Snowy Winter by PirateRu-Ru Snowy Winter :iconpirateru-ru:PirateRu-Ru 2,235 141 Two Souls by eddiecalz Two Souls :iconeddiecalz:eddiecalz 2,372 249 - by Naeviss - :iconnaeviss:Naeviss 132 3 Hot Desert Night by EssDesigns23 Hot Desert Night :iconessdesigns23:EssDesigns23 4 0 1-adoptable collaboration (OPEN) by Lolita-Artz 1-adoptable collaboration (OPEN) :iconlolita-artz:Lolita-Artz 42 12 Stony Siren Fish by Samuel-Paul Stony Siren Fish :iconsamuel-paul:Samuel-Paul 10 11 Maiden of the Waves by Samuel-Paul Maiden of the Waves :iconsamuel-paul:Samuel-Paul 31 28




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I see the main problem as a spiritual one. Not resource problems, but the problems centered around human beliefs, the troublesome elements founded in our mythology. Our problematic mythology is collapsing all around us. It is a mythology that is predatory, that is abusive, that reaps the cream of the earth timber, water, topsoil and passes the furtive costs onto future generations. These greedy, rapacious paradigms that pose humans as a dominator over nature are no longer sustainable.

I had lived an incredibly painful life, riddled with abuse. I finally am free of that life. I am a new me.
There is no abuser more powerful than the one that first seemed to be the victim.
My neighbor is a gardener, I painted this for him. Every time I looked at him I would see Sunflowers.
The night
I was moved to make a painting that looked as if I were looking up to the sky above. Anyway this is my interpretation of it.
Everyone has been used at some point in their lives. This is just how I have felt it.
Double Vision
This is another twin flame interpretation. I feel like people who are meant for you see through the same eyes (metaphorically of course)
When my marriage broke down and I found my self facing homelessness. This is how I felt inside.
The one
This is another twin flame painting. I can't seem to stop painting them.....

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draboonah Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2017
:forget-me-not: - NaNoEmo 06 thank you so much for donating! i really appreciate it!:PeachBlossom: 
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Thanks for rhe watch! :D
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You are welcome! :D (Big Grin) 
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Thank you for the favourite :) 
LadyDistain Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
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Thank you so much for the watch and the favorite! You're truly very kind! :tighthug:
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